Kelvis Korner Blog

I'm so excited! My 30th birthday is coming up, which had me depressed for a while. Getting old sucks ass. But now I'm over it and I'm ready to party. Luis and I are going to my favorite skank hotel in Vegas, the Blue Moon Resort. It just so happens that my birthday celebration in Vegas coincides with Las Vegas Pride. So you know it's gonna be a skank festival! I'm definately bringing my tiny new digital camera. Because after all Whatever Happens in Vegas, Stayes in Vegas....unless you capture it on film.

I reconnected with Franklin recently. I haven't seen him since college. He's living in Vegas temporarily so I'm sure he'll show us the sights. And by sights I mean the naughty bits! That reminds me, Brandi if you are reading this I love you and I promise to call you before I leave for Vegas. We haven't talked in so long. I'm a horrible friend. Hope everything across the pond is going great for you!

I'm currently in an upswing. I was in a real down mood for a couple of days but I've managed to snap out of it. This weekend I spent almost the entire weekend with str8 boyfriend. I just love spending time with him. He's driving me crazy. This cannot end well. When I like someone I play for keeps. But there's just one little problem. He's str8. DAMN! This existence really does fuck with you sometimes. But after we spent time this weekend he really helped me see a little bit of the light. We were talking about how his philosphy changed after his mother passed away. He doesn't let things get to him anymore. He lives his life how he wants to without answering to anyone.

I dream of a day I can live like that. I have so much jealously. I get fixated over so many things. But the message is true. Life is so short. Live it. I'm so fixated on wanting him as my boyfriend when I should be treasuring the time that we spend together. I know we are growing a very strong friendship bond and I should really focus on that. Having said all that...I really wanna f**K him in the ass! And while we're at it I'll take it from behind as well :)

That's how I role! It's nice to know that at 30 I'm confused as ever. No questions have been resolved in life. I still feel immature in love. I've just had more practice at fucking things up. So basically it's like three seasons of Lost. Nothing's answered, there are more questions, and you still watch......hoping that something will be revealed.